It is a never-ending source of amusement for me, how much life can change so easily. Not only has our society made a significant leap, but I personally have put many changes into motion. Yet it's not so much what I've learned about society and the world that makes me question everything; it's myself, my own choices. During a time when I really thought I was more talk than substance, I pushed myself, made myself make serious decisions that would effect several lives. And I have no regrets… Read More

He makes a lot of good points on why people choose to follow the church, and why it just didn't work out for him. Good enough, at least, that I thought somebody could learn something from it. Happy reading!



From Alan W. Watts, Thronecrest Farmhouse, Millbrook, N.Y.

My dear friends,



After long and careful thought I have had to take a step which will perhaps be most disturbing to many of you, though to others it may come as no surprise. I have come to the… Read More

Please note: The following are my OPINIONS, my ideas. You can choose to be persuaded by them or not. You must make up your own mind.



QUIT EVANGELIZING!!!! The only reason christians are tolerated here is that the nature of RG is all-encompassing. But for all of you who have been "saved," your ideas are much more narrow than what is trying to be accomplished here. Christianity is only a tiny, tiny slice of ATWI, and it won't be rejected by RG. I have certainly rejected… Read More

If I could put it all down to a single moment

If I could pin down twisting emotions

If I could tell you how it happened

It still wouldn't be true



If I could take all the pain into myself

If I could heal the wounded, console the bereaved

If I could make it to never have been

It would still be a lie



You can only experience

And open yourself to it

You can only live it

To understand the truth

You can't close to it

Or bury… Read More

For my anyone



anyone lived in a pretty how town

(with up so floating many bells down)

spring summer autumn winter

he sang his didn’t he danced his did.



Women and men(both little and small)

cared for anyone not at all

they sowed their isn’t they reaped their same

sun moon stars rain



children guessed(but only a few

and down they forgot as up they grew

autumn winter spring summer)

that noone loved him more by… Read More